Thursday, August 21, 2014

Meet the Teacher

Parents, you see the teacher on the last day of school. A few months later, you see them again for Meet the Teacher - you say hello, you fill out some papers, and the school year begins.

But we teachers know there's a lot more to it.

You see, when June comes, we have SOOOO much to do (no, we don't start partying right away) - some teachers even stay an extra couple of days at school to work. Quietly. At my school we cannot leave anything on any shelves, countertops, or desktops - so I just throw everything wherever I can. Yes, I understand this makes a mess for me again in August, but really can it get any worse than this?



Yes, believe it or not custodians move all that carefully organized furniture over the summer. And teachers are left to their own devices to move it all back. And if you have back problems like me, let's just say it isn't easy...

All summer we think, we Pinterest, we plan, we set personal goals - teachers are rarely happy with "exactly like last year" (and I'd be concerned of anyone who is!). We are always going to change things. Sometimes that will mean throwing out all the RED in our room and making it blue. And pretty.




And sometimes that means going to our chiropractor and having him say "what in the WORLD have you been doing to yourself?" while he proceeds to adjust our fingers, wrist, forearms, elbows, shoulders, neck, etc, etc, etc...because we've busted up our body making our room "cute".

Teachers meet as a team over the summer - we plan, we organize, we improve. We go to trainings. Then we make our rooms, plans, and work space reflect all those changes. We know your children will rip things off the walls, break things, write on surfaces they shouldn't, etc - but we are optimistic as we staple away.




We take things home to clean, to wash, to stain remove. We bring our own cleaner from home to scrub. We clorox wipe away because, let's be honest, the custodians didn't get all those germs. And we want a fresh start.

We update old documents, print them on cleverly colored paper so you don't get confused. We write lots of instructions that you'll never read, because apparently we don't grow out of not reading/following directions. Nevertheless, we, with high hopes, cleverly lay out all the information and documents you need with care. We place name tents, use powerpoints and to-do lists as well as verbal reminders to help you.

We get our class lists and nervously write your children's names on things (although I'm learning not to do that until AFTER meeting your kids because they all have oh so clever nicknames). We dress up. We put on makeup after months of not caring.

We stand anxiously at our doors, praying for a good class to learn with, teach, and laugh with. We hope that you'll be kind to us, respect us as professionals, and will work with us to do what's best for your children.

We hear the footsteps and voices echo down the hallways...

after months of preparation,
you're coming.

Happy Meet the Teacher night!



Wednesday, July 30, 2014

For You

This week someone lashed out at me.
But the problem wasn't me. 
The problem wasn't the person offending me. 
The problem was the hurt in their heart. 

Upon recognizing this, I told them "I'm sorry for those hurts that you have been carrying around with you. But I want you to know that I am FOR you, I am on your side."

And everything dissolved. 

I hadn't changed anything - I was powerless to do so.
I hadn't convinced them their hurts weren't important or said any magic words to "make it all okay". 

But just the idea of someone being FOR us, on our side, not perceived as an enemy but as an ally brought peace, brought understanding, brought a calmness, a rush of relief, a hope to forget the memories of what has wronged us, and a freedom to walk forward.

To you who are feeling broken - 
to you who are feeling hurt - 
to you who are feeling betrayed or wronged or dismissed

GOD is FOR you.
GOD is WITH you. 
GOD is on your side. 

Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Let this bring you peace - you are heard by the Creator of the Universe. 
Let this bring you relief - you are not alone, He will defend you.
Let this bring you freedom - He who watches over you will not ever leave you. 

Romans 8:31 What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?
 

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Chipotle BBQ Chicken

Do yourself a favor right now.

Go to your kitchen and get your crockpot out. Pour a little water on the bottom.


Chop an onion and put it on the bottom with a clove of garlic. Add some chicken breasts on top. Sprinkle paprika, red peppers, and chili powder on top.

Pour a can of chipotle sauce (or 3-4 full chipotles) and a tablespoon of bbq sauce on top.

Add 4 halved tomatoes, chopped cilantro, and a halved chili pepper (if you want more spice).

Cook all day - then add a little lime juice before serving it to yourself for dinner, dessert, and a midnight snack.

You're welcome. 

Friday, May 30, 2014

Penny & Sparrow

Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows...

Although not musically gifted, I am a lover of music. Profound lyrics + perfect melodies is like a warm chocolate chip cookie for my soul - so obviously Penny & Sparrow are my new obsession. 



For those who don't know - they are from Austin and they are a.m.a.z.i.n.g.

The first song I ever heard put me in tears and had me realizing how much I love my husband. It's a beautiful picture of marriage. "because I've seen you and I know you and I'm not going anywhere"


Cue the repeat button for months. 

But I found myself singing this one, surprised at how his voice fully captures the longing, struggle, and joy of following the Lord. 


Cue the weird looks in the hallway as I sang "I'm a creature for your love" all day at work

Add in a little "I hate to make you bleed - unless it leaves you limping homeward. In the end you'll see I'm Just and just as Loving" -- which stirs my affections for the Lord in a refreshing way. 

Cue the nerdy lyric obsession that nobody understands. 

And then, just when I think I can't get more excited - I found out this week that they've had a new album out for a month. How was I not personally notified of this ?!?

So obviously I've listened to this album non-stop and all I have to say is --


Cue the oh-so-absent prayer time. 

Thank you Penny & Sparrow. You've put into words what my heart has felt for many years. So we labor on...

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Army of Love

For those who don't know my story, I worked in Mexico City for a project of Compassion International, loving on kids and teaching them. I loved those kids for 2 years but often felt very alone out there - Jesus was the only one with me, the only one who saw, the only one who helped me out there.





It felt lonely.
It felt isolated.
At times it felt hopeless.

But God is the God of the hopeless. and the Isolated. and the Lonely. and the poor and humble in spirit. He was there before me and I prayed prayed prayed that He would continue to be there after me.

And he has been - through Compassion and through my Mexican family God has continued to love on my sponsored kiddo, Eduardo.

We had asked my mother-in-law once to deliver something to Eduardo - which is a loooong 2.5 hour drive. She went and her heart moved her to action. She has since - for the past 4 years - visited Eduardo and his family regularly. She has bought jackets, shoes, school supplies, food, toys, etc. She has mended his little sister's clothes and given him hugs when family issues have made him upset. She has gone above and beyond lavishing love on him (just as God does with us!!!).

And the Lord has continued. As she continued to love, she began to share prayer requests with her close women friends. Their hearts opened and donations of clothes and toys began to come in. My mother-in-law began to visit more, more gifts in hand for other neighborhood kids.

As they have continued to pray, the Lord has created an army of love to march into this dark, dusty, and isolated place. 2 weeks ago, these friends and believers organized an event for Children's Day in Mexico. For a day, this usually bleak area bloomed into a clown show, face painting, cake and fresh food for 200 kids, new toys and the Gospel of Jesus.

Above and beyond what was asked or required. 
Simply through love, obedience, and prayer. 
A forgiven heart compelled to show grace and love to others. 








So much more than I could have imagined during my days there - now an army of love marches in. 

See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! 1 John 3:1

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. Eph 3:20-21

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

God is good

I've found myself uttering these 3 words a lot lately -- "God is good".

We both walked away from a car accident - God is good.
Car is drivable - God is good.
Lots of work for our business - God is good.
Babies were born - God is good.
Tornadoes were avoided - God is good.
House and cars are safe from hail - God is good.



And while true, God IS good, these 3 words are not actually what I want to say. What I mean to say is "this is good for me", "this is comfortable", "this makes things easy for me", "this is what I wanted to happen", "this makes me feel good". It just sounds nice and spiritual to say it all the first way.

So it's time to stop saying "God is good" - not because it isn't true - but because it is dangerous to keep using it in this context. It leads one to interpret that BECAUSE this good thing happened the way I want it to be, I believe that God is good. And this, my friends, is a dangerous spiritual spiral. Because then when bad things happen, I will have conditioned myself to think that He is not good.

When the truth is -
when my vertebrae go back to their painful place - God is still good.
when we have no car - God is still good.
when there is no work - God is still good.
when babies die - God is still good.
when natural disasters strike those we love - God is still good.
when hail destroys material (and expensive) things - God is still good.

So I will stop saying that God is good just because something occurred as I had hoped.

I will choose to say "God is merciful" because that reminds me of my place with a Holy, Powerful, All-Seeing God and that I am spared unfortunate things only by His mercy.


Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Chickity-China Chinese Chicken

I think the first gluten-free restaurant breakdown I ever had was in a Chinese restaurant. I didn't think I could eat much from the menu and so we were asking all the typical gf questions. The poor Asian waiter couldn't answer any of my questions so he kept running back and forth between the kitchen. It was clear that the messages were getting crossed so we asked to speak to the cook directly. It all made sense then - we were speaking English to the Asian-language-speaking waiter who was trying to communicate with the Spanish-speaking chef... hilarious.

ANYway, soy sauce and flour brought me to tears - what in the WORLD can i eat? and why is Chinese being taken away from me?!?

So now, when I watch sitcoms and they're all sitting with takeout and chopsticks, and we're took broke to indulge in a $20 GF Pei Wei meal for 2 - I whip up this favorite favorite meal here in the Elizalde casa.

( This post is just me acting out this AMAZING recipe - http://www.bigoven.com/recipe/201809/Bourbon-Street-Chicken )

First, I like to chop all my veggies - broccoli is in the original recipe and I add lots of bell peppers and onions.


Then cube the chicken & pop in the pan with some olive oil.


I like to steam the broccoli in my own Elizalde way - the rice cooking in the pot, colander to let the steam in to cook the broccoli and cover. We're nothing if not efficient over here. Watch out when you move it - I've spilled this weird steaming tower a few times ;)


Take the broccoli off when it looks beautiful and bright green!



Then I mix the sauce ingredients all together - make sure you use GLUTEN-FREE soy sauce & corn starch (not all corn starch is gf!). Also, I put in LOTS of red pepper flakes to give it more of a "kick" and a little less soy sauce, per comments on the original recipe's website.


Pour over the chicken (when cooked) and reserve a little sauce for the rice if you want :) Wash a few dishes while you're waiting.


Meanwhile, saute your peppers & onions in a little olive oil (or coconut oil). Pour in a big bowl with the broccoli!


Simmer the chicken, mix it in, and serve!


(I know you're thinking, WOW she must have a BIG family to cook all of that! And while I do double the recipe, there's only 2 of us and I'll be shocked if the leftovers last more than 24 hours in the fridge. I don't know how families of 6 do it!)

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